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"people are like stained-glass windows. they sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within. ~elisabeth kubler-ross.
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[22 Apr 2006|09:09pm] |
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[17 Apr 2006|01:34pm] |
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so i like never ever post on this anymore; but since lisa lally tagged me, i suppose i'll hafta do this.
once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weirdfacts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. in the end, you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. no tag backs.
1. i have a secret thing for cheesy soft rock. i listen to it sometimes when i'm driving and no one else can hear the radio (i also listen to it in the car with jena who also describes soft rock as a secret pleasure). i definitely have to be in the mood, but bedtime magic with david allan boucher... i mean, it doesn't get any better...
2. i have a little freckle on the inside of my belly button. my sister has an identical freckle in the exact same spot. kinda weird, kinda cool... i like it.
3. i'm eating beef jerky right now. for breakfast. yes, beef jerky from seven eleven. i feel that i don't need to say anything else.
4. i can't stand not having my toenails painted. they are never, ever not done. i don't know why, but i've always been like that. even if the nail polish is peeling and chipping, i won't take it off until i actually have time to re-paint them. apparently i have a problem with naked toes.
5. i constantly buy necklaces and rarely wear them. i'm not sure why i keep buying them, but i really do think they're pretty. they just don't seem to go well with the polo shirts that i wear constantly...
6. my mom is pretty much my best friend. i can tell her anything without her judging me, and she's always honest with me (sometimes to a fault). i always feel weird when other people complain about not getting along with their parents. i mean, there were one or two years in there where we argued a lot, but we pretty much get along. i'm really grateful for that.
sooo i tag...
_acerbusangelus
krono0701
ragingemu
abstract_noise
swimminfish
pink_emo
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[22 Feb 2006|03:17pm] |
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so i haven't updated in like forever. my apologies. please forgive me?
i've been ridiculously busy. well... maybe not necessarily physically busy, but my head has been busy. does that make sense? probably not...
i have so much that i want to say here, and i can't seem to put it into words right now. that's kinda frustrating... it's like on the tip of my tongue (the tip of my fingers?) and i can't seem to express it. so yeah, i might just ramble...
i slept until noon today. twelve hours of uninterrupted sleep. i haven't experienced that in awhile... too long, in fact. it was glorious.
i'm waiting for this girl to come over to work on a stupid group project. she was definitely supposed to be here fifteen minutes ago. i better not get stuck doing this whole fucking thing. i feel like that always happens...
um...i like hamsters. the end.
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[22 Feb 2006|03:12pm] |
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[25 Jan 2006|05:03pm] |
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[25 Jan 2006|12:49am] |
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Red Hot Chili Peppers ~ Give It Away |
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sometimes i wonder what it all means.
does it all mean anything?
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[24 Jan 2006|06:21pm] |
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i'm so fucking tired. why the hell did i decide to take a 9am class every day??? i'm feeling very whiny right now.
i mean, i guess the good thing about 9am's is that i start my day early and have more time to get stuff done. or something like that. but, you see, i like to sleep. i like to sleep a lot. i haven't slept a lot for a week. this sucks.
i've been in class for 9 hours with the exception of one half hour break two hours ago. i can no longer speak (or write) coherently.
the end.
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[20 Jan 2006|12:55pm] |
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Various Artists ~ Out Tonight |
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i have so much to do, but i have no energy and even less focus. so yeah...
Take the quiz:
Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle are You?
Leonardo
You're mature and get the job done. You are a natural born leader, and normally want to be the better of the group. You take your job seriously. You must! It may NOT be a game. When you select a sport, or something you want to do, you train continueously, constantly trying to perfect it. You're always prepared for a challenge, and are normally found one step ahead of your enemies. Loving family more than life itself, you are a good friend, and can be depended on at all times.
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[12 Jan 2006|02:52pm] |
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July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and
to be understood.Quiet unless excited or
tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about
people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable. Emotional temperamental and
unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and
sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never
forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary
things. Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin
What Does You Birth Month Reveal About You?
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[12 Jan 2006|01:58pm] |
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it's seventy degrees in north carolina, and that somehow gives me a ridiculous amount of energy. i barely slept 8 hours and woke up with a horrible hangover; but now, i feel better rested than i have been in a long time.
i have a desire to create. to create what, i do not know. but something beautiful. i want to write something just for myself. something i don't have to share. something with more emotion than just another short story. i want to put into words the way i am feeling right now.
i feel alive.
just sitting on the deck, enjoying the warmth... it makes me appreciate the beauty in the littlest things.
warm sun, birds chirping, people laughing, a gentle breeze blowing...
so cliche, but it fills me with joy. i want to be part of it... part of the beauty. part of the life.
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[11 Jan 2006|04:15pm] |
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"not all who wander are lost." ~j.r.r. tolkein
i've been sleeping a lot lately, and it makes me feel lazy. i'm used to being in charge of my life. i'm used to being active... stressed, even. i'm used to scrambling to fit in everything i want.
today i went to lunch, and i've been reading for the past two hours. glorious relaxation, yes. but not so enlightening.
there's so much i want to do, so much i want to see, so much i want to experience. i want to live. i mean, really live. i want to see the world and its people. i want to expand my horizons. i want to do so much.
now i just need to figure out how to go about doing it all...
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[08 Jan 2006|09:04pm] |
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so, everyone needs to check out this link, right now.
http://www.youare.tv
it's a pretty sweet network designed to enable independent artists and other content creators to distribute their work. so basically, you can upload your own stuff and view other people's. a little bit of a myspace-ish community vibe with some cool, really artistic stuff.
oh, and i'm kinda biased cuz it's my boyfriend's site. but seriously, i would love you if you checked it out.
that is all.
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[03 Jan 2006|01:02am] |
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perspective: angle? outlook? slant? viewpoint?
even the very word perspective has different meanings for different people in different situations.
so what is ( perspective? )
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[19 Dec 2005|09:49am] |
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"chemistry is a class you take in high school or college, where you figure out two plus two is 10, or something." ~ dennis rodman
i'm absolutely terrified to take my chem exam. it's in less than three hours now. i'm not ready. and if i don't get a good grade... well, i don't really want to think about that...
too much is riding on this exam.
insert breakdown here.
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[18 Dec 2005|04:07am] |
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so jason harris is pretty much the hottest man ever. unfortunately, he's very much married. damn. the end.
oh wait, not the end. i definitely finished my pscyholinguistics paper tonight. hells yeah. now, the end. for real this time.
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